celebrate life.

celebrate life.

( 9:25 PM ) lisa
This site is pretty much lifeless... pretty much like me.
Don't know what I've been up to. Nothing.

I should be studying. Try and live up to the elusive standards of Chemical Engineering qualifications. What the hell. There've been influencial forces telling me to switch course. oh please, dont... i'm never sure of things. i just stay put and see how things go.

my mum called and ask if i was going home. i said no i want to study in school. But i know very well i'm not studying as hard as i appear to. damn messed up. my parents silently have expectations and their ageing tell me their dependence on my future. I'd deem myself a disappointment as far as my uni education has comeforth. but oh well. what can i say.
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someone was knocking on my door while i wrote this entry, so i went to open it. it was a couple from VCF... came to ask if i have any requests for them to pray for me.
"Good results?" "Concentration"
And they went ahead with a prayer. Thanks guys.

man, i need the love of God.

Ponder the achievement of God He doesnt condone our sin, nor does he compromise his standard. He doesnt ignore our rebellioin, nor does he relax on his demands. Rather than dismiss our sin, he assumes our sin and, incredibly, sentences himself. God's holiness is honored. Our sin is punished... and we are redeemed. God does what we cannot do so we can be what we dare not dream: Perfect before God. - Max Lucado- (adapted fr the book IN THE GRIP OF GRACE)

(angel) (pC) (jing) (melissa) (yuzhong) (kelvin) (mervin) (xiuming) (weiding) (steph) (kianyong) (martha) (eleanor) (jialin) (jeanette) (cheekeong) (wendy)