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Sunday, June 29, 2003 ( 5:01 PM ) lisa I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. Psalm 139:14 
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Wednesday, June 25, 2003 ( 3:04 PM ) lisa im avoiding feeling stressed. im now in escapism.... nicer perspective for indolence. btw, played tennis few days back and mah arms are still aching (not to mention mah butt). arr... i miss playing sports, although i'm like quite reluctant to get moving abt, but once im into it... i enjoy it! and i truly enjoy tennis~ tho im not great at it.... and i dont even haf a tennis racket. and we got to see william's lil brother-- he's just super-hyper active... i think i'd get dizzy if i ever hafta look after such a kid. i kinda sense tat he's quite intelligent.. somehow... kids are so smart nowadays i feel a lil silly. yuda's lil sister can speak chinese much betta than me~ ............. hm hhmm... this song's great, i like it: Where is the love? [Black Eyed Peas] What's wrong with the world, Mama? People livin' like they ain't got no mamas. I think the whole world is addicted to the drama, only attracted to things that bring the trauma. Overseas, yea, we trying to stop terrorism, but we still got terrorists here livin' in the USA, the big CIA, the blood through the cripts of the KKK. But if you only have love for your own race, then you only leave space to discriminate, and to disciminate only generates hate, and when you hate you're bound to get r-ate. Madness is what you demonstrate, and that's exacly how Enga works and operates. Man, ya gotta have love to set it straight. Take control of your mind and meditate. Let your soul gravitate to the love, ya'll. [Chorus - Justin Timberlake] People killin', people dyin'. Children hurtin', even cryin'. Can you practice what you preach, and would you turn the other cheek? Father, Father, Father, help us. Send some guidence from above. These people got me, got me, questionin' where is the love? (where is the love, where is the love, where is the love, the love, the love) [Black Eyed Peas] It just ain't the same. Always have changed, new days are strange. Is the world the same? If love and peace is so strong, why would pieces of love that don't belong? Nation's dropping bombs, chemical gases filling lungs of little ones, with ongoing suffering as the youth die young. So, ask yourself, is the lovin' really caused, so i can ask myself really what is going wrong in this world that we livin' in. People keep on givin' in, makin' wrong decisions, only visions of a different end. Now we respectin' each other and i've my brother. A war's going on, but the reason's undercover. The truth is kept secret and swept under the rug If you never know the truth, then you never know love. Where's the love ya'll (I don't really know) Where's the truth ya'll (I don't really know) [Chorus] I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder. As I'm gettin older ya'll people gets colder. Most of us only care about money-makin. Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction. Wrong information always shown by the media, negative images is the main criteria. Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria. Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinemas. What ever happened to the values of humanity? What ever happened to the fairness and equality? Instead of spreading love, we're spreadin' anamosity. Like us understanding leading us away from unity. That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under. That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down. There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under. Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found. [Chorus]
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Monday, June 23, 2003 ( 10:59 AM ) lisa Jesus, Redeemer Friend and king to me My refuge, my comfort You're everything to me And this heart is one fire for you Yes, this heart is on fire for you For You alone are Wonderful You alone are Counsellor Everlasting Father Mighty in the heavens Never to forget the love You displayed upon a cross Son of God, I thank You Prince of Peace I love Your name Saviour, Healer Just and true are You Now reigning in glory Most high and living God This heart is in awe of you Yes this heart is in awe of You Dear Father, im know im not very intelligent nor i have many talents. i have nothing to offer, but i choose to walk in Your ways and to know you more. For i know this pleases You. i thank you for watching over me, and never letting me go. thank you for Your unfailing love and faithfulness even times when i havent been faithful. i live by this very Grace that is abundant. It is Your grace that sees me through the seasons in my life. You are El Shaddai- God Almighty... With you, all things are possible!
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Saturday, June 21, 2003 ( 10:02 PM ) lisa im ageing..... mah legs are so super tired after only 2-3hrs of window shopping(for me) w pc... y y y!! so tired so tired till i dont wanna stand up at all. went to church after tat, and fortunately, i was early... so i took a seat and mah butt was kinda rooted to it, and i closed mah eyes for a while... during da sermon i tried to stay awake by taking notes, then after tat during alter-call... i almost trailed away.. man, wats up w me? 1or 2 weeks of inactivity left me this way?....... oh nevermind... ill sleep early tonight, tmr mornin still haf cell. anyway, i was tellin pc today tat... Mr Wee likes to compliment himself... ya know y,........ coz he discusses points with us in class for our essays/AQ... and so i'd write down the points he raised in mah assignments (y'all do tat too rights). And after tat, when i get back mah work i'd see him remarking abt his points as "good point" blah... i feel like i dont deserve these... those are like HIS ideas...? PLus, i dont think GP teachers can ever ever mark with objectivity. so... hope our GP scripts will fall into the hands of a marker who's... NICE, friendly, open-minded, receptive, compassionate, and, not experiencing any form of PMS/menopause/emotional unstability. so hows tat for objectivity? (anyway, i miss mr wee's lessons... Lessons tat enrich mah mind with knowledge abt da world ard us- flavoured with cynism, sarcasm and most importantly, humor!)
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Friday, June 20, 2003 ( 1:09 PM ) lisa drrrrillll drill drill.... its da worst kinda noise ever. hope i dont get a headache... i kinda take walks by mah self downstairs... and i've learnt tat i live in quite a nice neighbourhood... there're quite a few mini gardens... plus further up there's a small reservoir tat can be seen from mah window. its beautiful, coz u can take in quite a wide view of da sky. its really nice, to have tat feeling tat all these kinda belongs to u?.... these are nice places to hang out if i need some quiet time by mah self... ironing is mah fav chore, so im gonna do just tat again.... hehe
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Thursday, June 19, 2003 ( 1:16 PM ) lisa its been 4 days since i started dl How to lose a guy in 10 days... 1 day everything will go so fast tat it'd tat seconds to dl one entire movie?im like quite into this song now: Dont wanna try (by Frankie J) it's slow and sexy... a lil bluey too. u know wat, it sounds like My Lazy Song. yeah? argh.... im a disgruntled student, dreading the part and parcel of student life-- studying, And, facing the exams. im a victim to this system....... i've succumbed to the ills of society! im going crazy as i study and horrified by the realisation of the amt of 'knowledge' tat never resided in mah brain! im talking crazy. let me try again.
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Tuesday, June 17, 2003 ( 12:20 PM ) lisa ...... its a cool, rainy day today. i'll turn on da radio and just relax.. later i might wanna make some fruit juice.. and then get brains stuffed with 'knowledge'. its time i started. someone pls smack this lazy bum? anyway i currently enjoy the song by Ronan Keating-- Long Goodbye... wait, shld i say BY him? ya know, it seems as tho a LOT of songs are covers of OLdies.. are we a generation lack of creative juices..? heh.. or do we just like to reminisce the past? still, i enjoy the Oldies... and there's been this song tat changed the lyrics of da Sound of music's MY FAVOURITE THINGS... argh. kinda cheapen the real thing.... Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens, bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens, brown paper packages tied up with strings, these are a few of my favorite things Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels, door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles. Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings. these are a few of my favorite things. Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes, snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes, silver white winters that melt into springs, these are a few of my favorite things. into: Buy me diamonds and rubies I'm crazy bout Bentley's Gucci dresses and dropped up compressors Wine me and dine me Bring those platinum rings Those are a few of our favourite things What I need is a gentleman Who does the best he can There to hold my hand I want him to understand Of course I want diamonds and expensive things Cos a girl gotta have her favourite things how materialistic. yeah? oh oh... da contemporary secular world......
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Monday, June 16, 2003 ( 11:41 AM ) lisa its true, days pass quickly when ur having fun. jesse in many ways breathed life back into some areas of mah life. heh... its da kinda fun i'd only share w her, and this understanding b/w us tat transcends time and distance... Unknowingly, for da past 2 yrs, we've matured into young women.. i only realised tat when i agree with her taste of clothes... its like, im putting mah self in a different perspective and i see mahself in her.... But still, we're the lil teenage girls at heart sometimes. Anyway, she also brought out the vanity in me... ok, its not as tho i wasnt, but i realised it as well.... haha... well, its really wonderful tat i could share so many stuff with her, talk abt life.... i feel blessed. Yesterday we went to church together, prayed together.... and somehow i feel like we're more than friends, family. i love jesse! see ya again in 2 months time....
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Friday, June 13, 2003 ( 12:17 PM ) lisa woke up at 11+.... i feel refreshed, awake. there's a big basket of cleaned, washed clothes.... im gonna go do it. gimme da iron.
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Thursday, June 12, 2003 ( 10:59 AM ) lisa yesterday: after math lecture.. i met jesse and eric at yck mrt... jesse looked like a gal who came out of a magazine... haha... so pretty. and mah mum keeps telling me tat her skin is so good, and y didnt i look after mah skin.... heh? :) anyway we went jalan kayu to haf prata.. cheese prata's da best! and i love the capuccino there... real good!! cheap and traditional. we chatted lo.. and eric talked a LOT.. wat a talkative guy. it was quite ok, the meal together, considering jesse and him met for da first time. after tat we took bus.. he went home and then jesse and i went to watch FINDING NEMO!... haha.. she missed da kachang putih so much tat she bought 3 of those 'wet nuts' from cine. well i love it too!.. but tix were sold out there, so we headed to lido. the show was great...! its so farnie.. i'd say it requires an adult to fully comprehend its humour. it has lotsa subtle humour... and jesse noticed that the fishes spoke with an Australian accent.. haha... also, the sharks were trying to not eat fishes?! its just like us humans trying to overcome a stronghold/addiction in our lives? plus the dilemma of parenting..... it's not just the animation tat characterizes the film. it's the content. so whoever (esp guys) who says this animation show is childish... they're kinda shallow.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2003 ( 6:36 PM ) lisa im so happy jesse's back here with me.... my dear dear friend... :) :) yesterday was 1 full day spent with her.. haha..... it was fun.. it feels great to be able to experience this friendship again.... she's da best gal ever.... brings vibrancy to mah life... thank God for her being mah friend!
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Wednesday, June 04, 2003 ( 7:31 PM ) lisa i think im in love. with da tv tat is... heh, tonights there's Ms Universe... and i cant wait for tmr's Chemistry.. aw man. ya know the couple is so good at acting each other roles, tat it just amuses me just by their way they behave and talk. hahaa... its such a sweet show. these are mah little exciting events for me... if only we can go and watch the soccer match on fri.... AJC vs ACJC!.... tat'd be fun!!.... but but but! hmph.
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Tuesday, June 03, 2003 ( 6:54 PM ) lisa Dont dream its over There is freedom within There is freedom without Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup There's a battle ahead Many battles are lost But you'll never reach the end of the road While you're traveling with me CHORUS: Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they won't win Now I'm towing my car There's a hole in the roof My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof In the paper today Tales of war and of waste But you turn right over to the TV page CHORUS Now I'm walking again To the beat of a drum And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart Only shadows ahead Barely clearing the roof Get to know the feeling of liberation and release life aint over till u give up!! :)
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Sunday, June 01, 2003 ( 5:55 PM ) lisa i wanna be just who i am. yuda told me tat im fat. (jesse, if only u were here, and scream into his ears!) well.. probably to him, but do i hafta accept tat? i think i've always come to terms with mah size-- i dont haf a big diet plan or watsoever.. just perhaps some short-term self-satisfying/a lil deceiving? ways to make me feel betta... he thinks i hafta be slimmer so that i'll be betta qualifed for his match-making plans for me... how nice. dont wanna go on talking abt wat my kinda guy shld be.. i'll think that i dont hafta suit myself to the world's standards.. but only God's. As long as im healthy, i dont hafta look the way other ppl deem as sexy, slim, blah blah blah. Meanwhile, i'll rather enhance mah look thru other means.... clothes, accessories...etc etc... ya know wat! there's so much sales going on now..... !!!!!!!!!!!! hehe..
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