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Monday, March 31, 2003 ( 4:35 PM ) lisa woke up @ 1++pm.. coz last night i had an attack by i-donno-wat. i got fat bites similar to mosquitoe bites, but im not sure if they are. but the itch was terrible.. it wouldnt let me fall asleep, i got so irritated! bah. yeah i ran to mah mummy's room like a baby. hehe oho anyway..  Blue Eyes What Color Eyes Should You Have? brought to you by Quizilla 
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Sunday, March 30, 2003 ( 7:25 PM ) lisa "The fear of the Lord leads to life: then one rests content, untouched by trouble." |Proverbs 19:23| -the life of a housewife.- yesterday night i swept the floor.. then mopped the floor. Mops dont work. it works just like a wet broom actually. coz after swiping this wooden thingy over and over the floor until u get near the pail of water to rinse, there's some visible dirt like hair and Dirt at the end. well, anyway im glad the floor-detergent was lavender-scented.. to calm mah nerves while doin this. (hey its prob the reason y they're scented! to calm ah sohs down while doin all these chores.) hey but there's a great sense of satisfaction when after 45mins of brainless swiping, the floor is squeaky clean and sparkly~ :P (even today yeah.) and just now, i washed some of mah clothes. actually im not sure if i really did. i just soaked them, took each out and put some soap and scrub it w tat scrubber thing. i mean, i kinda just anyhow scrubbed. and after hangin the clothes, i realised i didnt turn over the clothes to scrub like wat mah mummy does. aw man. ooh oh. and wringing clothes was a killer. Wonder how mah mummy does it.. she must be strong! mah fingers wanna break already and there's still so much h2o in the cloth. mind ya, i felt the old injury of mah sprained pinkie leah. i think i could've sprained it again...( kinda ridiculous. sprainin fingers while wringin clothes! tell ya mum and she'd be tickled) oh well. y am i doing all these? well, its the hols. and mah mummy wants me to do it. and its the hols, so its mah MAX state of willingness to oblige... hehe. aiz. i shld really help mah her out whenever i can. then she enjoy life a bit, plus she praised me for the floor being so squeaky clean~ but really, household chores is brainless work. its a good alt to workin out at the gym tho. (tat is if u rem or able to change hands such tat both hands wld've worked out) -life of the housewife-end. eatin Mocha Almond chip ice cream while typing this. hmmhmm.. anyway this mornin in church and after tat jeanette and i had Prawn noodles @ adam hawker.. so long havent eat liao. hmmhmm. and later went thomson plaza and hang out @ star bucks... had a nice long chat... i've been chattin a lot har? but i love it... i love to listen and talk listen and talk listen and talk. muahahaa. so fun leah, all these days!
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Saturday, March 29, 2003 ( 7:27 PM ) lisa there is a reason to rejoice everyday :) i went to the post office today. gotta mail 3 letters. 1st is to mah dear jesse. 2nd is to kevin. 3rd is to pc... jesse and kev.. they're great friends, who're physically far away... and im not used to writing letters, coz penning down ya thoughts and feelings is so different from really sharing the very moment w the ppl u love. but anyway, i still wanna send something.. ya know, something more real rather than wat u see in ya email inbox. And i realised one thing... the importance of having photographs tat would capture our memories... yeah, its really really important. photographs are timeless (and its a gd thing tat hps nowadays haf this function.. but i aint haf one! so i'll stick to mah good 'o camera).. so anyway i bought a roll of film too, haha.. and i took a picture of this teddy bear jesse gave me. im sure i'll send it to her when it's ready! :) anyway. im gonna watch Snow White on tv tonight!.. cant wait.it's so exciting!!.... haha... -soaking in the Father's love-
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Friday, March 28, 2003 ( 3:01 PM ) lisa heehee.. yesterday i went out.... hAHaha.. anyway, i was meeting yuda at lido at 3 and he was late.. so i just waited downstairs at the entrance. then there was this old man filming ard, i started to become suspicious when i tot he kept filming me.. haha. so i walked away... then some moments later, a woman walked towards me. " hi, im fr the straits times.. " she asked me a few Qs... and i answered... then, she wanted me to go camera to ans some qs, abt mah views on this whole SARS- sch break thingy. man, i rejected her.. told her i was camera shy. felt sorry for her though. haha... but after considering lotsa things...i'd rather not. she said i'll appear for a few secs only, but wat could a few secs on tv do to ya! :P wat if i looked bad.. hahaa...... hehe... then yuda came, we were supposed to watch the 3pm show lor. but too late so we bought the 515pm one.. and so we walked to lucky plaza where he had to do some stuff.. and i kinda forced him to walk w me to PS haha. coz i wanted to buy a CD. yeah! and i did!! really happy!! its a Tim Hughes CD, and tat album is simply grrrreat. okies we were just in time for the movie. ADAPTATION. ar.. shld i talk abt da movie.....? ok i'll say it in a sentence. -it's an artistic movie tat portrays real and thought-provoking elements of life.- lemme say somemore la, at first it may seem boring and all. but towards the end the story will come to u as a shock. muahaha..... and one thing-- when Charlie Kaufman (nicholas cage) tot he was abt to die, he wanted to cry and said something like "my life was a waste!" (coz he was quite a loser at 40) SO, its like,would u say tat if u were gonna die now? then... had dinner w yuda, and we chatted quite a bit b4 we went home... reached home and it was 10plusplus liao..... man, wat a wonderful day i had... :) :) :) :) :) today.. im relaxing like mad. haha.. Praise Jesus!!
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Thursday, March 27, 2003 ( 10:33 PM ) lisa Yuda is one person in my life tat i will never regret knowing. i've always loved him as a treasured friend, i will always love him. there were times when i feel as if i needed no one else. there were times when he'd irritate me with his ways... tellin me im childish and kept askin me to "grow up". and sometimes he affectionately calls me "little lisa" there were times when i hated him... but tats bcoz i thought he didnt care abt me anymore. But i know he always does. even tho we dont hang out as often, our friendship is still the same as before. It isnt time that would change things, its our hearts. I'll always hear Yuda say to me " lisa, grow up." And i wont be irritated, but i'll be encouraged. i'll always love him, and i believe he knows tat.
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( 1:23 PM ) lisa listen to me.
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Tuesday, March 25, 2003 ( 6:30 PM ) lisa You are special in God's eyes we are not judged by our achievements, not how we look, not how much we've done. Jesus sees beyond all these.. He knows us through and through... and, He loves us for who we are... The Lord puts a song of praise in my heart. -We Fall Down- We fall down, we lay our crowns At the feet of Jesus The greatness of mercy and love At the feet of Jesus We cry holy, holy, holy We cry holy, holy, holy We cry holy, holy, holy Is the Lamb
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Sunday, March 23, 2003 ( 8:33 PM ) lisa "Consecrate yourselves, for tomorrow the Lord will do amazing things among you." -Joshua 3:5- This is part of what was shared in today's sermon, i just feel convicted..... ya know, in christian shops or even name books, they actually haf meanings of names? and i rem mine...Lisa -- Consecrated to God. it gives me a feeling of honour, and pride...... and i know, its God's desire as well tat i may be set apart, such tat i may obey His will... just somethin i rem also, in netball trainings, i used to fall down easily, (well fortunately mah knees arent broken haha) .. and ms alice would say "Stand Strong, gal". yes, stand strong bcoz i haf mah big Daddy up in Heaven... :) i had a nice day.. went to church and came home for a nap.... and its 8:30pm now~ its like the last day of hols, and im not yet workin?! argh. hahaa.....i'll survive thru tmr! i kinda always do anyway...... hehee... im gonna catch a movie tonight 10pm on Central, its called Mrs. Dalloway.. ( its actually a book written by Virginia Wolf..) and Virginia Wolf's a character in The Hours, so i wanna check it out kinda thing... before i watch The Hours this week. heehee... ------ be happy everybody!
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Saturday, March 22, 2003 ( 5:57 PM ) lisa :) smile, coz i had a great week of holidays. :( dont smile, coz im just reminded of the UNTOUCHABLES..... homework.... work work work....... do i get paid for this!!! NO!........ rrrraaaww!! tutorials tutorials.... blah blah blah.... chem file? y should i tidy up and organize a pile of worksheets and submit it? to see how beautifully packed papers can be? or to check the condition of mah papers. gimmeabreak_ok. chem tutorial... mrs wong's answers are always perfect... lengthy and perrrfect. just give us the ans!! phy tutorial... mr yips always 'encouragin' "learn from ya classmates" so watya there for? calling us up to taunt us.. supposedly 'provoking' us to think.... well i dont work tat way. gp essay outline..... man, i cant draw outlines! i only write essays. period. math tutorial....... complex no.s...... to complexified for me.. plus, i havent copied some parts of the lecture notes.. too complicated man. anyway thanks yz for remindin me of all the hw tat are due.... but, as almost every singaporean, no matter wat i say.... it doesnt matter. im still submitting to EVERyTHing...... no space, no chance for THE REBELLION...... tats the way it is.. oh well, i still love sch.....just the way it is......... so ill still :), coz im going back to sch soon!!
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Friday, March 21, 2003 ( 2:52 PM ) lisa 
........ oh man....i love bunnies tat haf droopy ears!!! haha.... this is like the one thing today tat excite me. ha..... :) so cute aint it! whoever watches American Idol ---- lemme shout mah views.. i think Corey Clark's gorgeous!! wOO hoo....~!!! he's voice is so soothing..... hmm hmmmm......... *sssighhh* i'd want him to win badly coz he's cool .. loOks and stuff.. but of course, when comparin voices, there're other contestants who are betta. Trenyce is good, she's a very strong voice..... i wouldnt be surprised if she won. and tat clay guy..... aw man. his looks, haha.. its like he's Archie Andrews from the Archie comics come alive.. ( w/o the freckles tho) dont u think so? he's damn good too... i'd never think his voice would match his face. and i like joshua too.. nice voice too~ i think the person who should be kicked out is Carmen.. bleah her. :p ooh.... anyway.... think im gonna take a nap.... mah beauty sleep!
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Thursday, March 20, 2003 ( 6:31 PM ) lisa Jack: (staring up into the clouds): Nothing's happening. Parry: Concentrate. Jack (deadpan): What if some homophobic jogger runs by and kills us to get back at this father? "Jack Lucas Found Dead Next to a Dead Naked Man" "The two were dead, his companion was naked." Hate it when they use the term "companion"--it's so insinuating. It'll probably boost the sales of my biography though. The public have a fascination with celebrity deaths that involve nakedness. Bastards. Parry: Jack--I may be going out on a limb here but you don't seem like a happy camper. [pause] Did you ever hear the story of the Fisher King? Jack: No. Parry: It begins with the King as a boy--having to spend a night alone in the forest to prove his courage so that he could become king. While he was alone, he's visited by a sacred vision. Out of the fire appears the Holy Grail, the symbol of God's divine grace. And a voice spoke to the boy, "You shall be the keeper of the Grail, that it may heal the hearts of men." But the boy was blinded by greater visions, of a life filled with power and glory and beauty...And in this state of radical amazement, he felt for a brief moment not like a boy, but invincible...like God. And so he reached into the fire to take the Grail. And the Grail vanished. Leaving him with his hand in the fire, to be terribly wounded. Now, as this boy grew older, his wound grew deeper, until one day, life for him lost its reason. He had no faith in any man, not even himself. He couldn't love or feel love. He was sick with experience. He began to die. One day, a fool wandered into the castle and found the king alone. Being a fool, he was simple-minded, he didn't see a king, he saw a man alone and in pain. And he asked the king, "What ails you, friend?" The king replied, "I'm thirsty. I need a some water to cool my throat." So the fool took a cup from beside the bed, filled it with water, handed it to the king. As the king began to drink he realized that his wound was healed. He looked at his hands, and there was the Holy Grail that which he sought all his life! And he turned to the fool and said in amazement, "How could you find that which what my brightest and bravest could not?" And the fool replied, "I don't know. I only knew that you were thirsty." Very beautiful, isn't it? I think I heard it that a lecture once...I don't know...a professor...at Hunter. --- adapted fr the movie, The Fisher King todays thurs... right?.. this is a the 1st day in the hols i got time alone for mah self, to slack at home.. and pretty much relax. watch as much tv as possible/ pig-out/ read.... blah. it may seem boring to put all these down.... but who doesnt haf boring days. anyway i've broken mah connection to watsoever thingy called homework, and im unfeeling towards tat thing. no, i aint guilty. oh well, perhaps its coz mah classmates are not ard me... the hols haf been great.... tOo happening i guess. and im a lil tired now.... i wanna sleep all day. naps arent enough............... im mentally exhausted. turn on the tv and all u see is the unceasing updates abt the bloody war. im not very interested, and i dont care which stage of the attack it is/ wat kinda bombs and fighter jets tat are used/ tat saddamn hu. is still defiant and wat kinda clothes he wore while addressin to his nation....... bah!. im not ignorant, but i just dont wanna be reminded constantly.. Go ahead and fight, but at least give peace to individuals who are quite innocent from this whole thing? the media, the depressant. but im still gonna watch American Idol later~ yeah, im pro-US.. even tho i think they're wastin lotsa $ and also not sparin a thot for its economy.. buh bye Powerful USA.. maybe its gonna be Poverty-ridden USA... ok, im talkin funny ar? maybe im just bored. oh well, a war's going on and life still goes on....
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Wednesday, March 19, 2003 ( 9:19 AM ) lisa sometimes some ppl make me feel this way. the past makes me feel this way i feel nostalgic, and got tat feeling in ya stomach when ur nervous, and im dreamy.. i could lie on bed all day contemplating/ imagining. i feel like..... what if..? what if?..... there's something within me tats anxious, wanting to burst out..... this is how i feel, tell me wats this feeling.... this is a pretty song...and i like its intro, makes me reminisce abt the past RUNNING (No Doubt) from the album Rock Steady -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Run, running all the time Running to the future With you right by my side Me, I'm the one you chose Out of all the people You wanted me the most And I'm so sorry that I've fallen Help me up, let's keep on running Don't let me fall out of love Running, running as fast as we can Do you think we'll make it? (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running, keep holding my hand So we don't get separated Be, be the one I need Be the one I trust most Don't stop inspiring me Sometimes it's hard to keep on running We work so much to keep it going Don't make me want to give up Running, running as fast as we can I really hope we make it (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running, keep holding my hand So we don't get separated Running as fast as we can I really hope we make it (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running, keep holding my hand So we don't get separated The future... Running, running as fast as we can Do you think we'll make it? (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running, keep holding my hand So we don't get separated Running as fast as we can I really hope we make it (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running, running, keep holding my hand So we don't get separated
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Monday, March 17, 2003 ( 12:18 PM ) lisa wateva happened on sunday? the fOOd race was fUN!! .... we tested the efficiency of ezlink as we ran thru the mrt gates. ran ard places as tho we were in a reality game show like Amazing Race, and some of us stumbled along the way but fortunately unhurt. got to taste really grrrreat foOd.. all satisfying to our tummies..rode on taxis several times and we chatted with all of the taxi drivers, plus we contributed to their earnings for tat day. bah. pc had a way of chasing to get taxis :P...... And, we approached strangers shamelessly-- aunties and uncles are very much friendly! ooh..... it was a goOd experience altogether............. i wouldnt trade any day for tat one! after tat i went home, took a nap and off to a party.. guess we danced for like 5 plus hrs.... ooh.... mah knees, mah soles.. they ached. but now im jumpin jumpin! it was quite alright la. there were lotsa lotsa ajcians i saw.... fine..... and several friends and familiar faces... *yawn* i wanna nap now......... :) wah mah wkend just zOomed past just lidat! BUT IT WAS REALLY FUN!!!!! :) :) :) ooh bOotiful days!!!!!!...... more to come pls? 17/3/84 happy bday dear yuda
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Saturday, March 15, 2003 ( 9:58 PM ) lisa 9:33pm im quite tired already.... still gotta call ppl up regardin tmr......... this day was.... quite fruitful i think.. 1. went to St nicks funfair..... oh it was good!.. aiz its like typical sn affair.... always so 'happening'. aw i just miss the family atmosphere. i think i can go on rambling abt the goodness of SN... and the bond i share w the sch.... Anyway, its always good to visit ya alma meter i guess. 2. went to AJ choir concert.... ooh it was quite nice too! i enjoyed it!!... really good, all of their voices. and i could hear xiuming(aka mingming)'s voice! so lOw........ i like the song sang by the j2 guys.... its called "Trickle Trickle".. and they go " trickle trickle splash splash.." hahaa... plus, i got some orchirds fr kelvin hahaa..... quite farnie. (mervin said somethin which was mEAN. tho i wouldnt disagree w him thinkin tat way) 3. went to church w jeanette.. wah rushed down fr cityhall.... quite long and was quite late liao.... bleah. tired tired! did i just went rd s'pore today? yeah i think quite some dist leah..... wah tmr hafta run rd all over the island for tat fOOd race thingy....*yawn* and i havent decide wat to wear for tmr's party..... tmr ill be up for at least 19 hrs.. im rushing of to take a warmy warmy shower and off to bed... *bomp* 10:03pm
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Friday, March 14, 2003 ( 7:10 PM ) lisa so glad i found this song online... its the theme song to Jerry Mcguire. its quite a good show i must say... some of the lines fr da movie-- " SHOW me the mOney!!"..... "i love him, i do! i love him i love him... i love him for the man he wants to be, i love him for the man he almost is.. i love him, i love him, i lovE him!" ......... "You, Complete me"..... " u had me at Hello"..(as u can hear fr the song) .......... i feel nostalgic..... i watched this movie some time back, and well it just reminds me of some of mah friends... hm hm... yay? today's the last day of sch for term 1.. well sch's been good to me generally... and its really great. :) well, we had a talk by a mechanical engineer... abt some articular cartilage thingy to replace a worn out thingy bw the joints at the knee. aiz these knowledge of our bodies make me feel like we're so fragile... i thought like, maybe i shldn't walk too much.. blah. hehe silly ar? but i tot abt mah mummy... i wonder if her knee's condition is this serious?... i pray not. and.. for math lesson, it was really enriching.... coz ms Goh brought a bk tats titled ' Messages from Water ' Its quite amazing, and im choosing to believe it...... naive me... just get someone to come up w a theory to disprove all tat stuff, i'd believe too haha.. (cf Animal Farm c.5) --- The animals listened first to Napoleon, then to Snowball, and could not make up their minds which was right; indeed, they always found themselves in agreement with the one who was speaking at the moment. here's the web anyway www.hado.com anyway.. we went to eat aj ice... yummy, i love da red beans!.... woo... but b4 u get there, there's lotsa sweet tasting ice to drink up hehe...... oh glorious food! ........ ah... i already haf plans for the wkend!.... it's gonna be FULL!...... and im really charged up~ lets celebrate!!
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Wednesday, March 12, 2003 ( 5:24 PM ) lisa from da ST... yeah i read the papers! MARCH 12, 2003 A squeeze a day keeps stress away PHOENIX - Cuddling may be good medicine for the heart. A brief hug and 10 minutes of handholding with a romantic partner greatly reduce the harmful physical effects of stress, according to a study reported over the weekend at the American Psychosomatic Society meeting here. Loving contact before a tough day at work ''could carry over and protect you throughout the day'', said psychologist Karen Grewen of the School of Medicine at the University of North Carolina-Chapel Hill. The study of 100 adults with spouses or long-term partners is the latest of many suggesting humans are ''hard-wired'' to thrive as social animals, said Ms Tiffany Field of the Touch Research Institute at the University of Miami Medical School. -- USA Today -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Copyright @ 2003 Singapore Press Holdings. All rights reserved. hehe... want a hug? 
anyway.. today i decided tat i wont use pink dolphin as mah H2O bottle anymore. coz... too many ppl are using it? i was in the com lab this morn and mah bottle was w me... then we went out so tat mr wee could talk to us, and when i went back, yang xing gave me a pinkdolphin bottle.. ooh i tot like, thanks~ i guess i forgot abt it..... then as i walked to the next venue, i drank fr the bottle. hmm, the water was in mah mouth when i realised tat there was a strong scent of pinkdolphin and it was sweet.. eek. since when mah home-boiled H2O turned into tat?! bleah.. and it wasnt jing's too ( saw her drinkin fr it). bleah! whose was it!!!! bought pantene shampoo just now.. a brand new bottle! :P not as tho it'd cure mah non-silky and non-shiny hair.. bah. oh yeah.. pc and i went to the library this afternoon! man i miss reading a lOt!! so i borrowed 2 bks and pc 3.. im hungry to read...... raAw!
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Tuesday, March 11, 2003 ( 5:31 PM ) lisa  walking outta sch today.. i saw 5 couples along the way...... wah. its like i haf mixed feelings. Envious? maybe a lil... coz each of them haf someone waiting for them after a long sch day, and all they wanna do is simply be together. tat can be quite nice...........
But... i feel some pessimism towards relationships. shld they be something tat's really serious and one tat holds real value for the future? or shld they be something u'd say.. oh as long as we're enjoyin ourselves now, it doesnt really matter abt the future. Wouldnt this be a barrier to commit? oh well.... relationships are difficult, and they arent foreva lovey-dovey. it wld hafta be sacrificial, selfless, and always honest.  True love must withstand the tests of time, separation, responsibilities, decisions. That person would then complete you.
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Monday, March 10, 2003 ( 8:34 PM ) lisa monday? aw, lemme dream...
this is the place i wanna be... its Patong Beach in Phuket. as u can see, its very commercialized coz of the much sought-after and heavy dependence on the tourism industry.. its flooded caucasians.... and tourists like me! And its really a great place... its almost mah paradise. i went there w jesse after Os and we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. Going to the beach everyday.. we picked shells, sunbathe, daringly wore bikinis, surf and other sea activities, jet skiing was the best, i love the sound of the roaring wind as we sped thru the waters... thrilling. also.. the pple there are really friendly! the 'beach boys' there are coOl!! haha..... they work there and we hung out together almost everyday... :P we'd kid ard, and bargain w them w the lil lil bits of thai tat we learnt fr them..... hahaa..... aw man..... i miss those times. it was only 5 days, but we know a piece of our hearts haf already been left there. Besides, i've also fallen in love w everything thai... the food- mango sticky rice/ tom yam/ anything thai-spicy haha.. and the language.... it sounds so beautiful!!.... plus, everything's cheap!! cheap cheap!..... raaaa........ gimme phuket! when will i go there again....? there, the place that's always special in mah heart.
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Sunday, March 09, 2003 ( 9:44 PM ) lisa Artist : Blessid Union Of Souls Song : Light In Your Eyes I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye All our "I love you"s were just not enough to survive Something your eyes never told me But it's only now too plain to see, Brilliant disguise when you hold me And I'm free I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use But how could I have known girl It was time and not space you would need Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know But would you believe There's a light in your eyes that I used to see There's a place in your heart where I used to be Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me There's a light in your eyes Did you leave that light burning for me Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you Constant reminder of all the things you get used to Is there a chance in Hell or Heaven That there's still something here to build on Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall But after all There's a light in your eyes that I used to see And a song in the words that you spoke to me Was I wrong to believe in your melody There's a light in your eyes Did you leave that light burning for me Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away Fading away It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been Did you get my letter I wrote you that I did not send I tried to call your old number But the voice that I heard on the phone I recognized but she told me the number was wrong There's a light in my eyes it's too bright to see And a pain in my heart where you used to be Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me There's a light in your eyes Did you leave that light burning for me ooh... im back to reality.. the chalet was quite good, in terms of the food.... and at the same time i learnt how to cook scrambled eggs w tomatoes, spring onions, and sausages.... delicious! its real fun.... say maybe after the big exam i'd mess mah mummy's kitchen a LoT... bbQ food as usual, and it was clean and well-cooked.. yummy! aw man the best was eating 3 diff icecreams from the tubs at a go.. whoO hoo..... NUTs abt ChoC/rasberry/corn........ i could finish them all!! its almost heavenly, plus i haf pC accompanying me as well....... haha. wah all abt food. but seriously, chalets have the utmost ability to make me fat...... oh anyway...... blah. we cycled, swam, and played lotsa majong(its a boring game!), cards..... watched tv..... hmm..... basic description of our activities- maybe i made it sound lame hhaha.... now u ppl who went decide! And im so glad jesse called..... its always great to hear her voice. and i talked to her on the hp for like 45 mins? fr full batt to no batt!! we were just cut off lidat...... aw man. haha...... so happy!!!!! mah dear friend......... anyway, shld i go to sch tmr? .....
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Saturday, March 08, 2003 ( 10:49 AM ) lisa gonna be late!.. but i couldnt resist coming here... just now had chem test. no comments for now, maybe when i get the results... im supposed to be on mah way to meetin mah class ppl.... hehz..... i suddenly feel a lil weird, like homesick or something...... maybe im just afraid tat ill miss out something if im not at home.. funny gal ya> k la. go liaoz.......
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Friday, March 07, 2003 ( 5:00 PM ) lisa . the weather was sweltering since last night... plus, aj uniform is super thick....... i felt like a wrapped up hot dog or something. felt like screaming........ very proned to irritation---- like a spoilt child, getting angry over little things. haha.. oh the weather can be so bothering.... it seemed like a sudden change to such oven-like weather fr the rainy one. but, guess wat? its such a relief tat its rainin now... hmm hmm. rain after shine... tats really nice!! oh yeah. anyway yesterday lotsa ppl got their As results.... i find it quite amusing... haha..... and there're some ppl whom im really happy for!.. 1stly, yuda's grades are like AABB but a disappointin d7 for gp. haha... so extreme.. i feel for him tho.. 2ndly, bigxie got CCC and b3... haha.. so cute, where's the other 2Cs? lastly, im really really happy for fh!! ABB... he's coOl~!! hahaa...... so glad for them........ oh well, it'd be my turn soon.... will i be amused at mah grades too? hahAahaha.... rubbish. :) :) :) tmr's our class chalet. im sian abt the planning.... very sian...... i just wanna go and play! play! play! yeah!!... i cant wait.
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Thursday, March 06, 2003 ( 6:17 PM ) lisa Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol Him, all you peoples. For great is His love toward us. and the faithfuness of the Lord endures forever. Praise the Lord. |psalm 117| God's love is perfect. His love is everlasting, unfailing, unlimited.... and He gives us more than what we ask for. Now how would I survive without tat? If it werent for God's love, how would i haf experienced HOPE in times of distress, JOY in times of sorrow, PEACE in times of anxiety, STRENGTH when im weak, FAITH when i stopped believing in mah self....... whatever i do, i would never be able to thank Him enough. still, i'll rejoice in His love. i thank God for the pretty stars tat decorate the night, i' thank God for the majestic sunrise every mornin, i thank God for mah family, thank God for all the food i get to eat everyday (a lot actually) i thank God for mah pink health, i thank God for keeping me safe everytime i cross the roads, get onto a bus, walking home late at night. i thank God for school,being able to study. i thank God for the friends and ppl ard me who help me mature. i thank God for the times im down, coz then i'd know the glory of His love. i thank God for trials in mah life, coz then i understand tat He's always ard for me. i thank God for mah life... and for placing me in high regards, that He would call ' My child' . amen! :)
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Wednesday, March 05, 2003 ( 7:45 PM ) lisa let me think.... wat were the things tat happened today....... hmmm.. cant think, im just enjoying the sweetness of the sweet in mah mouth. high on sHUgA...?........... the tv behind me reports abt the update on the imminent war. argh. it's tiring. stop it. this mornin i went to sch early again... :) guess its good, otherwise i'd hafta do the 100m dash. anyway, mr wee returned mah essay on equality.. C/D grade. he told me tat i didnt make changes to mah conclusion fr the previous draft. and tat's considered as not enough effort put in!.... raa so unfair. i re-submitted twice ok.. plus he wrote tat it was good, there was even a 'wow' comment k..... hahaa..... ever heard of tat? iDot k. if he was gonna gimme a grade as tat, dont 'wow' me la? i wanted to argue, but i just smile away. ar nevermind... anyway.. our last chinese lesson could be today.. depending on our results tmr. actually its really a naggin thing if i'd to take chinese all over again.. i don wanna know mah results!...... yes, the c r u e l t y of exams.. oh TAO YAN!!!! actually chen lao shi made chinese lessons really enjoyable after the exams.. movies/debate/readings. now tats appreciation of a language! not some test u undergo in 3 hrs and be judged by ya results!!! oh the c r u e l t y of exams.. tmr tmr...... anyway our seniors wld be back for their results..... so excited to see them.. no particular one tho..... haha i love mah king!
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Tuesday, March 04, 2003 ( 7:37 PM ) lisa For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. |2 Tim. 1:7| today's been good.... i get to spend time with mah self during mah free periodS. i guess sometimes i just feel like being alone for a while. dont wanna talk, dont wanna listen..... its nice, being at mah fav hangout.... i felt good!!... oh well... after tat it was chem tut... and it kinda spoilt mah day, coz i got hurt... mrs wong wld always magnify mah flaws... and doesnt encourage me.. Based on wat she sees, she critisizes. when i rest mah head on the table AFTER lessons, she'd say i always look tired and not absorbin wat was taught durin tut. and today i was just 1 Q behind, and she had to pick on me again. aw come on. why doesnt she understand? she's silly... and im Upset. aAah. well thanks mervin for understandin.. cant believe she made u copy all tat chem expt out. haha... :P made me feel slightly betta... anyway, i talked to elza quite a bit today...aiz, actually i find her quite ok la.... i dont know, its just her obssessive thinking abt things tat cause her behaviour to be this way? we might not understand wats on her mind and y she may think tat way, still, she's someone u can talk to, (w/o being mean) maybe just escape when u feel uncomfortable..... haha......... ways to communicate w elza? sch's getting bleah, but friendships are growing! so smiles!! thanks to all mah dear friends. mah angel, mah pc, mah melissa etc etc. (dear jesse... hows life been? u received mah sms-es? and to let u know hows elza, mah classmate like... she's quite a bit like TYY.. haha.. and a little bit of margaret fong...... hAhah..... i can hear u whine already..... hahaa..!! :) love ya dear gal)
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Sunday, March 02, 2003 ( 6:31 PM ) lisa REACHING FOR U I can't believe the way Your love has got a hold on me Each morning I wake to find You near You lift me above my fears And set my feet on solid ground All of my days belong to You And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart You are my all consuming fire I stand here before You In wide opened wonder Amazed at the glory of You The power of heaven Revealing Your purpose in me As I'm reaching for You its mah fav christian song... relates to me a lot :) and just now. i received a mail fr kevin,all the way fr NZ!.... guess ill write back soon!!... heehee.... oh i've been idling all day.... bah.. perhaps tats wat wkends are for....
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Saturday, March 01, 2003 ( 9:08 PM ) lisa For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness," made His light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ. |2 Cor. 4:6| what am i without jesus? im coming back to the heart of worship, and its all abt u, its all abt u, Jesus........
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