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Wednesday, October 29, 2003 ( 10:51 AM ) lisa dkjafiowejrpwoirjaweiojfkdl jfkdlfmmkckafljdklfjeiojdklsjfldkjfldjfdkljfrustratedkldjfjdjaoierjekl ![]() Tuesday, October 28, 2003 ( 4:21 PM ) lisa im here again.... here to ramble on da miserable time im having..... tell me, world.. how many ppl are like me, having struggles studyin so much so tat it feels betta not doin anything....i cant stand it i cant stand it... tell me world, how many ppl are disgusted at da time left instead of being motivated.... tell me, and console me.... messed up world. ![]() ( 9:40 AM ) lisa so many days have passed, too many days have passed. ![]() Friday, October 24, 2003 ( 3:18 PM ) lisa Jesse.. this one's for u...... I'm caught again, your faithless friend do you ever tire of hearing What a fool I've been guess I should pray what can I say Oh, it hurts to know the hundred times I've caused you pain Forgive me sounds so empty when I never change Yet you stay and say you love me still forgiving me time and time again Chorus: It's your stubborn love that never lets go of me I don't understand how you can stay Perfect love, embracing the worst in me How I long for your stubborn love Funny me, just couldn't see, even long before I knew you, you were loving me Sometimes I cry, you must cry too, when you see the broken promises I made to you, I keep saying that I'll trust you, though I seldom do, yet you stay and say you love me still knowing someday I'll be like you (Chorus) It's your stubborn love that never lets go of me I don't understand how you stay Perfect love, embracing the worst in me and you'll never let me go I believe I finally know, I can't live without, your stubborn love. ![]() Wednesday, October 22, 2003 ( 1:10 PM ) lisa been neglecting BLogger for friendster.. And neglecting everything else for friendster, particularly studies. cant stand myself. the thing is, friendster gets me very emotionally involved... got so many ppl from da past........ how shld i feel........... ![]() Saturday, October 18, 2003 ( 2:11 PM ) lisa 38.7- highest temp reached. and i'm still groggy today, but much betta... past 2 days, felt like mah brain was inflamed--- or inflamed. dont know if its burnt out now... the whole time i tot if its really serious/ do i hafta be hospitalised? will mah brain sizzle and become silly? oh well. i believe i'm quite sane... i just feel half-deaf, half-clogged up... its tat kinda heatiness that is not relieved by cough or flu. it's just stuck. clogged. it prob went to mah brain and gave me da fever.. arrrr. so much for being sick. k, lemme snuggle beneath mah blankets again.. ![]() Tuesday, October 14, 2003 ( 2:43 PM ) lisa Valuair..Valuair..... Quick, work harder and get everything going by dec! :P. totally cant wait. ![]() Monday, October 13, 2003 ( 2:51 PM ) lisa in your hands I'm so secure, You're here with me You stay the same, Your love remains here in my heart So close I believe, You're holding me now In Your Hands I belong, You'll never let me go So close I believe You're holding me now In Your Hands I belong, You'll never let me go You gave your life In Your endless love You set me free And showed the way Now I am found All along, You were beside me Even when I could'nt tell Through the years, You showed me more of You, more of You ![]() Saturday, October 11, 2003 ( 3:43 PM ) lisa i love mah mummy. we chatted like the whole morning away... it just became so real to me tat mah mom is not just a mother, but she's a friend as well.. and a friend who's very proud of me. then, i called jesse and we talked for a while.. And of coz, i'm feeling much betta... its as though God opened my eyes to see, again- all of the blessings in my life, all the beautiful works in my life and who he is in my life. yeah! psalm 16:2 You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing. ![]() Friday, October 10, 2003 ( 4:42 PM ) lisa happy birthday my dear Jesse. listened to Come What May on da com like a thousand times... it kinda helps me release this upset-ness in me.... da way they sing.. haha.. .. today i went to da optician to get new lens so i had to wait for like abt 40mins.. then i walked ard then went to a fastfood place, sat down for sometime and this song came along.. i teared. hah. ya know, when ur upset u tend to look for familiar things, ppl or memories to hold on to, and i just tot of da ppl who are not ard me, or da memories tat are just merely memories, i got even more upset... i shldnt let myself sink any deeper into this... Draw me close to you Never let me go I lay it all down again To here you say that I'm your friend You are my desire No one else will do Cause nothing else could take your place To feel the warmth of your embrace Help me find the way bring me back to you you're all I want you're all I ever needed you're all want help me know you are near ![]() Wednesday, October 08, 2003 ( 9:03 PM ) lisa ok. im not feeling too happy today. donno y, but just felt down... actually was gonna pon math, but i just tot tat i'd surely sleep when i go home, donno how much time i'd waste. so i went in da end.... this period of time is so tiring mentally.... i dont know. maybe i'm just tooo eager for all these to end, i can't help but dream abt mah plans after da exams.... aargh.. mr we today was sayin he saw some students at suntec when they shld be studyin, and then, he uncannily asked me " y do u look so guilty" i was like, huh? y does he always put words into ya face when i didnt even know wat i was feeling. it was then mah mood dipped... those words accused me of not working hard enough.... :\ thanks man. ![]() Tuesday, October 07, 2003 ( 3:52 PM ) lisa i came online to listen to the song on mah blog.... keep refreshing da page haha. oh well. ![]() Sunday, October 05, 2003 ( 5:17 PM ) lisa Just bought a pair of big pink earrings... i eyed it yesterday and so today i went back to buy..... there were so many colourful ones..!! but i settled on pink coz nowadays i got da pinky tendencies... heh. today's a quiet day... i like tat... can take a peaceful rest... plus, i can spend da whole day reading The Sunday Times. really, i spent hours reading it. it's more on news and gossips on people, which is totally great for a lil kPo gal like me.. PLUS, there're so much more comics... calvin, snoopy, charlie brown, and Baby blues family are mah favs. they're so farnie, they always tickle me.. cheers to a nice sunday. here's ALL STAR..... to all mah friends and classmates. Somebody once told me the world is gonna rule me and I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed She was looking kinda dumb with her fingers and her thumb And the shape of an "L" on her forehead Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming Fed you the rules and I hit the ground running Didn't make sense not to live for fun Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb So much to do so much to see So what's wrong with taking the back street You'll never know if you don't go You'll never shine if you don't glow Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid (And all that glitters is gold) Only shooting stars break the mold It's a cool place and they say it gets colder You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older But the media men beg to differ Judging by the hole in the satellite picture The ice we skate is getting pretty thin The waters getting warm so you might as well swim My world's on fire how about yours That's the way I like it and I never get bored Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid (And all that glitters is gold) Only shooting stars break the mold Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid (And all that glitters is gold) Only shooting stars... Somebody once asked, "could you spare some change for gas I need to get myself away from this place" I said yep what a concept I could use a little fuel myself And we could all use a little change. Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming Fed you the rules and I hit the ground running Didn't make sense not to live for fun Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb So much to do so much to see So what's wrong with taking the back streets You'll never know if you don't go You'll never shine if you don't glow ![]() Saturday, October 04, 2003 ( 11:54 AM ) lisa i love oldies.... oh yeah, speaking of being old, i plucked a lil white hair off mah head on thurs. aaaaarrrr. i'm aging prematurely- no thanks to Education, which is sO accompanied with StrEss. feel like i'm slowing down... cant process and apply information as b4.. think i sound like an grumpy old lady already. OH well. oh oh oh.. came across this song : THE CHICKEN SONG.. haha i rem we all had to learn to dance to it in SN... yeah, click on it to reminisce da memories haha ![]() |
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